Be Careful. I Love You. Stay In Touch.
I spent $102 on a mattress pad in hopes of making my bed more appealing. I still slept on the couch last night. It doesn’t feel as empty.
I threw a wine glass at the wall when someone said your name on tv. I started reading more.
I tried to stop watering the plants you gave me but I couldn’t stand to watch them die. They’re still on the windowsill but I keep the curtains closed.
I saw you today. I left class early and went and got ice cream.
I’m sorry I called you when I was drunk. I think I wanted to ask for my underwear back. Maybe you didn’t even listen to the voicemail.
I kissed a boy at my roommate’s birthday party but it didn’t feel right. He shaved his facial hair. I miss the scratching.
I wanted to tell you that I think it’s getting better. I don’t remember how big your hands were, anymore.
I think i miss the idea of you more than I miss you.
You were a really good idea.
I love you. But I love myself enough to stop.